Another day; another page; another gift; another glance at the ink that leaks out forming legible characters. I need to remember, to think back and recall. I need to breathe in and remember what it all felt like. What it felt like in shattered dreams, in fear, and in dismay. In hope, in love, and in awe. So many different feelings for the same action, and here I am doing it again. I am breathing in such an unspeakable awe. The artificial air is circulating around and around; in, then, around, then, out; in, then, around, then, out again, and again, and again. Breathing in the name of God: it has been a twenty year process, and, boy, does it feel good to continue on, and on, and on. How is it that one so often neglects the arts of thought, discovery, and emotion. Days are so artificial without them, yet embracing artificiality – like embracing this air – has become the norm. My hope is that soon the norm will be to disregard the norm.
Feel; Breathe It All In